Every Morning the Most Popular Girl at School Sits Next to Me on the Train – 33

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I’m currently in a lot of pain.

These things probably happen a lot, but still, my heart hurts a lot. Since I don’t have many male friends, the only boy that I interact with on a daily basis is Yoshiki-kun. That’s why there would be no person besides Yoshiki-kun that I could come to like. I will always, always love him.

However, Yoshiki-kun is slightly different. He seems to interact with a lot of other girls all the time. As his girlfriend, I really don’t like that. It’s not like I want Yoshiki-kun to be like me, to not interact with the opposite gender at all. I also understand that Yoshiki-kun does like me. Still, I can’t help but worry.

When Yoshiki-kun talks with other girls, I end up jealous, my heart ends up hurting, and I feel more and more uneasy and insecure. It was like that today as well. When I arrived at the meeting place, Yoshiki-kun was talking with another girl. Adding on to that, the last time Yoshiki-kun was with her, I remember getting jealous and not liking it.

It was the girl that he liked during middle school after all. I don’t know when he would end up liking her again. I became super anxious, and in return, I could only hit Yoshiki-kun with that anxiety in the form of anger.

Then, that girl appeared as well. She had blonde hair and was quite the cute girl. Apparently, she was Yoshiki-kun’s coworker. I heard about his coworker before, but I never expected her to be that cute. Moreover, the reaction that she had, it seemed like she was somewhat conscious of Yoshiki-kun.

It was just out of intuition, but that’s how I felt. It made my uneasiness grow even more. Then, I started to imagine it.

The scene of the blonde girl and Yoshiki-kun talking happily with each other.

The scene of them happily working together.

The scene of them walking home together.

The scene of the two of them happily exchanging lips with each other.

No matter how unlikely it was, I imagined it all to be possible. I know there’s no way, that it’s impossible. I understand that. I understand that, but after I imagining it once, that scene is burned into my mind. In my head I could only visualize scenes of the blonde girl and Yoshiku-kun happily spending time together.

And within those scenes there was no sign of me appearing. My existence was unnecessary. For some reason I couldn’t bring myself to be angry. If it was like normal, I would get mad at Yoshiki-kun, but it isn’t like that right now. It felt like, how should I put it… A feeling of giving up, or something like that was covering up my heart.

And then I thought:

It was strange that I would be the one next to Yoshiki-kun.


“Hey, that took a while. The other two already went home.”

I called out to Mamiko as she comes back from the restroom. After Echizen left, I tried to think about various things, but in the end I couldn’t grasp the reason for Echizen’s sad expression. A few minutes later, Kenji also returned from the restroom, and when he learned that Echizen already went home, he did the same and left. Then, Mamiko, who was standing in front of me was in the restroom for more than twenty minutes, and five minutes after Kenji left, she finally came back.

“Sorry. I was just thinking about some things.”

Thinking…

Maybe she was thinking about me. She was quite angry at the time after all. That’s right, I need to apologize about that right now. Then we can go to a family restaurant on the way home, and happily talk with each other.

“Do you—”

“Yoshiki-kun!”

When I tried to speak, Mamiko ended up covering it with her own voice. She was now standing a little bit behind me.

“…W-what is it?”

“…This, this is a little bit hard to say, but…”

As Mamiko was speaking, her face was looking down, so I couldn’t quite see her face very accurately. I couldn’t read the expression that she had. Then just like that, Mamiko said something with her trembling voice that I couldn’t believe.

“Let’s, break up.”


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41 thoughts on “Every Morning the Most Popular Girl at School Sits Next to Me on the Train – 33

    1. I hope they break up through. She need to fall in love with him again. I somehow agree with Mamiko’s mother. Mamiko’s love is feel twisted. She need cool down a little bit. I feel that Yoshiki is dating Mamiko’s on impulse. We need some character development for him too. But I think they probably won’t break up….

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      1. Well, that’s right. Another thing, unless they break up here, other girls never have chance. By breaking up, she and other girls can stand on equal ground. That’s more amusing to watch…

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      2. Agreed, both of them need to break up, I mean both of them really need some character development, where’s the manly MC when he’s casually deflecting his sister confession and handle it like an adult man, where’s level headed MC when he’s talking to his crush during middle school and move on, where’s the patience and persistence MC when he’s dealing with his co-worker? All of this is nonexistence when he’s dealing with his girlfriend.

        I don’t want to talk about his girlfriend, I agreed with her mother that she’s twisted and need to cool her head, but no one willingly to lend their help since she’s so smart and beautiful they automatically out of her league.

        But what am I rambling? Looking by this author this problem will be solved by next 2-3 chapters.

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  1. I think it’s a good thing if they broke up and somehow found their ways to each other again. Mamiko’s level of insecurity is always a bad thing in a healthy relationship.

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  2. I mean, the part of me that like to read yandere novels doesn’t like this development, but the part of me that recognises it would be far healthier if she got some space and thought things through approves

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  3. Good! I’m having a hard time sympathizing with Mamiko because there is no context on why she acts like an insecure idiot.

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  4. mamiko aware that she is just recently came to yoshiki live thats why she is doubt her feeling

    but after reading yoshiki personality i can certain after this yoshiki just make mamiko more in love to him till make her use anything to have him for herself

    just me sprout a nonsense don’t read

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  5. srsly mamiko got a wild imagination. well cant help it every girl inlove does have that also we need more character development for mamiko

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    1. But I guess there aren’t any guys better then arararagi. the only other guy is that creepy old guy. and the less creepy old blond guy.

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  6. I do hope that this series actually results in something. I would love to see a love battle between yandere, co-worker or imouto (although there are signs that imouto moved on). Otherwise, what is this series is going to be all about? I thought it would be about yandere antics, but we don’t see anything other than her extreme jealosy.

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  7. I kind of like this turn of events, its interesting seeing something new like this because usually the girl gets mad for a little bit then forgives the mc but i think her imagination is Wild

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  8. Damn, finally. I had been waiting eagerly for this memorable moment.
    Some of you may not be aware of it yet, but this is the true beginning of this tale.
    Ps: #GoEchizen

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